Too busy living it to write about it..........
That said, it is time to do that.....write, I mean. I should have been doing it all long, but everyday was so stressful...so painful.......so utterly exhausting. I failed to follow my own rules for dealing with morass and madness. Instead of going with the flow, I allowed myself to be sucked into the rip-current. I fought long and hard against it in an effort to become free of it. Everybody and his brother knows you have to float with the current to its end. When you reach the end, you can put your feet down and walk to shore. You are going to get battered and bruised. There is no help for that. It is just what happens. At least you are alive and if you are alive, the possibilities are endless.